Ever feel like you’re have a battle raging inside your head and heart? That’s how I’ve been feeling. My battle’s been with fear. Fear about sending my daughter to kindergarten, fear about the economy, fear about the drought, fear about forty years from now…
I know I need to trust, I know worrying isn’t productive, I know God cares. I know a lot, but knowing doesn’t take the fear away. I need a heart change.
In so many ways I need God to show up and work wonders, but it is occurring to me what I need most is for Him to change my heart again and again. He can move mountains, and lately I have many mountains I want Him to move; but the mountain He probably most wants to move is the lack of trust in my heart.
So today I’m thankful. I’m thankful for a God that can show up big and change my heart. I certainly change it myself.